BRAND NEW 100% leather Antonio Melani boots!!

These boots really are amazing!! I bought them last year at Dillards at the end of the season...and unfortunately they do NOT fit my calves right now. I would love to send them to the first person that makes a donation. Let me know if you're interested in them.

Size: 8.0 Medium
Color: Dark Brown
Retail: $178

Thanks for praying!!
Love,
Lindsey

Another hard night...

To say we feel under attack tonight is an understatement! I just ran downstairs to write this blog because we are so desperate for prayers. I have had a rough day, Chris is beyond exhausted in every way, and Eliana is feeling ALL of this. Lord, have mercy! I feel so much guilt right now. I feel like such a failure as a mom and as a wife. She has been screaming bloody murder for over 2 hours. I have rocked her...I have sung every song I know...we have prayed over her...Chris is now trying to calm her little body down. She is beside herself. I know she's exhausted. I know she's tired of being passed around. I know she doesn't understand why I'm in bed and sick. Lord, how much longer?? I hate watching her hurt. She throws herself on the floor in hysterics and really seems like she's trying to hurt herself. I love her so much. Chris loves her so much. She is hurting! Please pray. Please pray for Chris. Please pray for me and my body. I just can't take much more.

Love y'all,
Lindsey

Keep praying...

The last few weeks have been so difficult in so many ways. The pain has grown more intense (especially at night)...my heart has been fluttering pretty much all day long. I'm not going to lie; it has been pretty scary. Most nights I end up in tears begging God for mercy. Two nights ago, I had a pretty terrible episode. Chris was across the street with our neighbors...and I called him to come home. I thought for sure I was headed to the ER. Every part of me was tingling...my skin was crawling and the pain was so crazy! Chris asked our neighbors to come pray over me. It was such a sweet time...and after the time of prayer my body began to settle down. Why do I doubt God? I know that He is my Healer. I think I am just so overwhelmed. I am tired of having to tell Eliana goodbye every morning. I am tired of laying in bed. I am tired of my feet & legs hurting so much that I don't want to walk. But, I am really trying to hang on and trust that He is in control. Please keep praying for me. Pray for Chris...he has SO MUCH on his shoulders right now. Pray for provision for all of our medical bills!! Pray that the Lord would give me perspective in this season.

Love,
Lindsey

Psalm 142

You Are My Refuge

With my voice I cry out to the Lord;
with my voice I plead for mercy to the Lord.
I pour out my complaint before him;
I tell my trouble before him.

When my spirit faints within me,
you know my way!
In the path where I walk
they have hidden a trap for me.
Look to the right and see:
there is none who takes notice of me;
no refuge remains to me;
no one cares for my soul.

I cry to you, O Lord;
I say, “You are my refuge,
my portion in the land of the living.”
Attend to my cry,
for I am brought very low!
Deliver me from my persecutors,
for they are too strong for me!
Bring me out of prison,
that I may give thanks to your name!
The righteous will surround me,
for you will deal bountifully with me.

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Thank you so much for all of your prayers and support!! This last week I found out that I won this AMAZING gift set from philosophy.com and I thought it would be perfect to sell to help pay my doctor's bills. If you are interested in this, please send me an e-mail (click on the link to the right). The total set is valued at $96. Let me know if you have any questions.

Keep praying!
Love,
Lindsey

My little sunshine...

I can't wait for the day where I can run around with her and play!! It is so hard watching her play from my bed or the couch. She keeps saying "momma's tired". YEP...that's an understatement! Please be praying that the Lord would protect her little heart during this...it is so hard not being able to be the mom I want to be. I am so thankful for her little smile and laugh...and this girl loves to sing!! She sings non-stop.

Love y'all,
Lindsey

Feeling hopeful....

I feel like this week has been one little thing after the other of God just giving me glimpses of hope. Trust me, I still feel awful and exhausted...but not hopeless. I am trying to wake up each day and just thank God for all the things I am grateful for....instead of dreading the rest of my day. Because honestly, a few weeks ago...I did not want to face another day. I have always had compassion on people that get to crazy, low points in their life and want to give up...but never thought I would be there. For those of you that know anything about lyme disease, you understand that is does affect parts of your brain, memory, etc...so, I have literally been fighting a battle in my mind along with the physical affects of the disease.

I went back to the specialist this week and we had to talk through all of the new options that I have. We can't use oral antibiotics anymore because it was attacking my stomach in horrific ways. So, I had 3 options. The first was to go into the office twice a week to get antibiotics shots. The second option is the one I have been dreading hearing about since the first day I started researching....which would be wearing an IV bag of antibiotics on my arm for a long period of time. The third option is that my doctor works with another "natural" specialist who has actually gotten pretty good results with lyme patients. For right now, I am choosing option 3 (it is the cheapest of the 3 options)....and it is not as hard on my body. We will see how the next month or two goes...and then revisit what needs to happen next.

I want to thank ya'll SO MUCH for the encouragement....a few of you have donated money to me just because you care!! IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!! Thank you so much for praying and for being so generous. Again, it is God showing me that HE IS GOING TO PROVIDE...I so easily get freaked out by all of the doctor's bills. But, He knows.

Love you all,
Lindsey

P.S. If you want to buy any of my items (I will be adding new stuff soon)....just e-mail me and whoever does it first, will get it!! Then, you can click on the DONATE button and pay for the item(s). Hope that makes sense!

The Limited Cropped Green Jacket- SOLD

I wore this jacket one time (looks brand new)! It is so pretty in person...it has a lot of shine to it! It would be perfect for fall.

Size: Small
55% Nylon
45% Polyester


SUGGESTED VALUE: $20